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hey guys!!i am soo sorry for not updating. Its been ages since i last did, somein like 8/9 days if im not wrong. RIDICULOUS and i apologize. I actually just have had no motivation to do so, trying to get on with life

Yes, i've been havin a tough past couple of weeks. Its something really personal and me being a deep thinker and emotional person, just cant seem to get my mind off things. I would love to share my troubles but you know, there are just some things which you cant disclose.

On the bright side, classes are starting next week, the 3rd of march. I'm not too sure if thats a good thing or not but who cares. Im pretty determined to get even better grades than i did last sem, to complete my second year with pride. I remember my dad saying ' I'm proud of you' when i got my results last sem, so i hope that the word 'very' would be added to that by the end of this one =)

Ohh, and i finally figured out how to work my very manly PINK Ipod Nano which i got for my birthday. Im not much of a tech fella so this is a real milestone.haha. Despite its very guy like colour, i do love it alot and appreciate the kindness of the person who gave it to me.

AND to all my friends who commented on my tagbox, thank you so much for re visiting my blog despite the no updates. I do assure you of many more frequent posts. Thanks guys =), really appreciate it

'Hardest Story I've Ever Told'

I want this pain to go away. For both of us to be happy again, to move on from that day. Our once almost perfect relationship seems to have taken a bruising over the last week or so and that itself has really been hurtful.

I love you and seeing you cry just destroys me inside. What more I have to kiss ur salty tearing eyes=).Our late night calls to try and solve things has taken a toll on you and i'm so sorry for that. I've really tried moving on, but its just too hard and painful.

Chui Nee, I love you with my heart and more and i'm sure we can work things out. And if we cant, I want you to know that you'll forever have a place in my heart. To me, you're truly more than just my girlfriend. =) (: (tu) (sn)

17/02/08

I'm soo soo sorry for not blogging in a very very long long time. To be honest, i've been having a really bad past week or so. Its something that cant be talked about brought up and so on; a real sensitive issue. And becayse of that, i've tried to steer clear of any online activities as it hurt to look at past memories.

Anyways, today was my lil special day. I've officially turned 19 and in less than a year's time ill never be a teenager again. Sadcase. So i better enjoy this last carefree year to the fullest. As soon as the clock struck 12 i felt abt 13 grey hairs sprout out.

Well, it was a really memorable day, somein ill never forget. So here goes the thank yous =)

Thanks to my buddies who came and crossed the day with me as well as their thoughtful gifts.

Thanks to my mates whom i spent the last few hours with devouring an ais kacang

Thanks to my parents for everything they had done

Thanks to everyone for their kind wishes, calls cause i really really appreciate it

Thanks to Ken and Chui San for lunch and driving me there too. haha

And lastly thanks to my girl for for cooking dinner for me, for your sweet sweet prezzies ;) =), for all the moments spent today

Its a day ill truly never forget. THANKS EVERYONE =)

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Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends, chinese and non chinese too. Honestly, i dont really know which category i fall into. I'm stuck, confused somwhere in between. But it was a lovely Chinese New Year's eve, had the typical family reunion with my mum's bro and his family. Spent time with my cousins and had a pleasant visit from my neighbours who incidentally, are a chinese + indian couple except its the wife who is indian.

Also, today happens to mark the second month with my girl, Chui Nee =). It's been an amazing journey thus far, i know its still a rather early phase in our relationship but it has been a dream come true. You're a beautiful person in everyway possible and many people would agree with me on that. Love you babe, Happy Happy Happy 2 Months.

She made this collage, haha i'm as creative as a dog